La

Se siente zombie...
Suena el órgano...
Escucha voces a su alrededor...
Nadie la escucha...
Está asustada, triste y sola...

LO QUE MIRA:

Las mujeres se tocan,
los hombres se mastuban,
es una masacre mental...
Un maldito contacto prohibido...

La oscuridad los llama,
nadie le hace caso, aunque es irresistible...
Los deja tontos: con los ojos abiertos y los labios secos...
Con el pensamiento colgado en un perchero...

Nadie la ve, ahora ella susurra...
Creen que la miran,
se ríen,
la tocan,
se frotan entre sus piernas...

Ahora quieren ser libres...
Pero ya no pueden...
Ahora ella los controla...

¿Quién gana?
Gana quien no quiere... (La mentira)
¿Quién pierde?
Pierde quien se entrega... (La verdad)

Lovindark

Now with Josh...

Day 1:

I kissed him...
He touched me... said he liked me...
I felt good... great at that moment...
I didn´t know and I still don´t know why my heart was kind of beating too fast...
Anyway... Tomorrow will be another day...

Day 2:

Today it is that tomorrow day I was waiting for...
I just realized it is not going to last more than 24 hours, so I can´t understand what I was waiting for...
Let´s wait for another tomorrow...

Day 3:

Today I saw him, so it was a better day for we both...
I feel afraid because of something I don´t want to tell anyone...
I know...
It sounds stupid! I know!
But what can I do?... I just feel afraid... and I don´t want to go out home now...

Real feelings for a broken heart

I listen to the rain...
I find myself alone in this fucking world...
Everything here is so dirty, so damaged, so touched...

I miss you a lot...
I feel as if...

I feel terribly alone...
I want you to take care of me, because I can´t do it alone...

I am crying now...
Remembering all my happy times with you...

I can´t believe this...
You are just gone... but, still here...

I can´t breathe...
My tears are falling and my silence is gone...
My love...
My nightmare...
My best lover...
My worst enemy...

Do you remember me?
I would like to know...
Now, I want to... but I mustn´t...
That is more important than my feelings...

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I can´t love...
I can´t love another...
Love is all gone...
Feelings are gone if you are not...
Emotions... They just don´t exist...
I love you...
And maybe you still know that...

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I would really like to die now...
Thinking about you...
Not having done it with someone else...
I don´t want to be touched again...
I just want you to come back and do what you have already done with my whole body...
You know you have marked it...
With your fingers...
With your lips...
With all your body... Your skin...

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Let´s hope we see each other again...
On heaven...

Lovindark