Real feelings for a broken heart

I listen to the rain...
I find myself alone in this fucking world...
Everything here is so dirty, so damaged, so touched...

I miss you a lot...
I feel as if...

I feel terribly alone...
I want you to take care of me, because I can´t do it alone...

I am crying now...
Remembering all my happy times with you...

I can´t believe this...
You are just gone... but, still here...

I can´t breathe...
My tears are falling and my silence is gone...
My love...
My nightmare...
My best lover...
My worst enemy...

Do you remember me?
I would like to know...
Now, I want to... but I mustn´t...
That is more important than my feelings...

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I can´t love...
I can´t love another...
Love is all gone...
Feelings are gone if you are not...
Emotions... They just don´t exist...
I love you...
And maybe you still know that...

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I would really like to die now...
Thinking about you...
Not having done it with someone else...
I don´t want to be touched again...
I just want you to come back and do what you have already done with my whole body...
You know you have marked it...
With your fingers...
With your lips...
With all your body... Your skin...

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Let´s hope we see each other again...
On heaven...

Lovindark